So Sick of being afraid all the time.

[rayvyn2k]

Well, the Boston Marathon Bombing triggered my social anxiety disorder big time. I made it to work yesterday and managed to stay half the day. Then made the mistake of clicking a link in an online article and seeing a horrific photo of one of the injured men which was unedited.

I cannot unsee it.

Last night, had to take a sleeping pill then this morning, I just couldn't muster the gumption to leave the house. *sigh*

I have to tomorrow.

This is getting really ridiculous, feeling afraid all the time.

In other news, I made bread today and I might find out the sex of my daughter's twins, if I'm very lucky. And Gregory promised to take me to the local pub on Friday, which is something to look forward to. (The doctor thinks they're boys, he's not certain, but we're still hopeful, for my daughter's sake there's at least one girl.)

I wish I could stay home all the time.

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Hubby surprised me by taking me to the pub tonight and even tho it is his night off, Erik was there as a customer! So we got to spend some "personal" time with him, chatting about stuff. He is a amateur brewer himself and waxed on about his different beers. :) And, we're going again tomorrow, so that'll be fun. I baked a carrot cake with cream cheese icing to take in for the gang. I don't think I put enough sugar in, but I didn't want to smother the cream cheese...my first attempt. It's good, but there was barely enough to cover the cake. I'm sure there won't be any complaints, after all, free cake!