So Sick of being afraid all the time.
Apr. 17th, 2013 10:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Well, the Boston Marathon Bombing triggered my social anxiety disorder big time. I made it to work yesterday and managed to stay half the day. Then made the mistake of clicking a link in an online article and seeing a horrific photo of one of the injured men which was unedited.
I cannot unsee it.
Last night, had to take a sleeping pill then this morning, I just couldn't muster the gumption to leave the house. *sigh*
I have to tomorrow.
This is getting really ridiculous, feeling afraid all the time.
In other news, I made bread today and I might find out the sex of my daughter's twins, if I'm very lucky. And Gregory promised to take me to the local pub on Friday, which is something to look forward to. (The doctor thinks they're boys, he's not certain, but we're still hopeful, for my daughter's sake there's at least one girl.)
I wish I could stay home all the time.
I cannot unsee it.
Last night, had to take a sleeping pill then this morning, I just couldn't muster the gumption to leave the house. *sigh*
I have to tomorrow.
This is getting really ridiculous, feeling afraid all the time.
In other news, I made bread today and I might find out the sex of my daughter's twins, if I'm very lucky. And Gregory promised to take me to the local pub on Friday, which is something to look forward to. (The doctor thinks they're boys, he's not certain, but we're still hopeful, for my daughter's sake there's at least one girl.)
I wish I could stay home all the time.
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Date: 4/18/13 07:07 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 4/18/13 01:25 pm (UTC)I think I need to get another doctor, perhaps. This one seems to want to refer me out to all the different specialists within the practice...which is why I no longer have pain meds for my back...because the so-called "pain specialist" didn't really seem to be helping me much.
It is what it is, as the saying goes. I'm going back in to work today and I have the pub and the cute bartender to look forward to tomorrow. :)
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Date: 4/18/13 02:16 pm (UTC)Sucks, sometimes life does.
But the pub will be fun, and that's good medicine in itself!
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Date: 4/19/13 02:51 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 4/18/13 08:13 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 4/19/13 02:53 am (UTC)I will have to ponder this for ages before I make a move. I didn't even GET this guy until I'd already lived here for 7 years...argh.