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rayvyn2k ([personal profile] rayvyn2k) wrote2012-07-16 10:53 pm
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Pippin & Merry

We left the carrier out today after we came home.


Merry:
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Pippin:
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So sad. They were clingy today.


It seems so odd...this morning Kira was warm and alive, now she's just gone. Hubby was not as prepared as he thought he was and I've had to hold in a lot of my own emotions today because he just completely broke down.

I removed Kira's breakfast saucer from the sink, washed and dried it, and now it's sitting behind the lovely box in which we will place her ashes when we get them. I did not want hubby, who feeds the cats their breakfast, to see that dish and break down again. I also tossed the medicine we were giving her.

He went to bed...I'm still up. My eyes are burning with unshed tears. I'm a bit afraid to go to bed as I fear I will cry then--because Kira always cuddled next to me and purred me to sleep.

Going to try work tomorrow. Hope I don't turn into a blubbering idiot.

[identity profile] dickgloucester.livejournal.com 2012-07-17 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you hard* I miss all my cats - right back to the ones I can barely remember. They are precious creatures and bring us much joy.

[identity profile] rayvyn2k.livejournal.com 2012-07-17 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
You're right. I'm wearing black today. Going to work. I did cry when I went to bed last night. Falling asleep was hard.