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We left the carrier out today after we came home.


Merry:
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Pippin:
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So sad. They were clingy today.


It seems so odd...this morning Kira was warm and alive, now she's just gone. Hubby was not as prepared as he thought he was and I've had to hold in a lot of my own emotions today because he just completely broke down.

I removed Kira's breakfast saucer from the sink, washed and dried it, and now it's sitting behind the lovely box in which we will place her ashes when we get them. I did not want hubby, who feeds the cats their breakfast, to see that dish and break down again. I also tossed the medicine we were giving her.

He went to bed...I'm still up. My eyes are burning with unshed tears. I'm a bit afraid to go to bed as I fear I will cry then--because Kira always cuddled next to me and purred me to sleep.

Going to try work tomorrow. Hope I don't turn into a blubbering idiot.

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Date: 7/17/12 04:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] droxy.livejournal.com
I know this.

Hugs you.

I know many folks will think they are just cats, but they really are more than that.

I still cry about Singha. I watched him just fall apart and that's when it was time. I had greg bring him home and we buried him in the yard.

Try to take consolation that you gave Kira a loving home, and she knew it.

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Date: 7/17/12 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rayvyn2k.livejournal.com
I know we made the best decision for her. It's always so much more difficult for those left behind. Thank you for your kind words.

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Date: 7/17/12 09:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dickgloucester.livejournal.com
*hugs you hard* I miss all my cats - right back to the ones I can barely remember. They are precious creatures and bring us much joy.

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Date: 7/17/12 01:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rayvyn2k.livejournal.com
You're right. I'm wearing black today. Going to work. I did cry when I went to bed last night. Falling asleep was hard.

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Date: 7/17/12 03:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] islandsmoke.livejournal.com
I still miss my Martha every day. Charlie Cat missed her a lot, too, and now he's friends with Jess, so that's good. I love my Charlie Cat and Jess very much, but you still miss the ones who are gone.

{{{hugs}}}
Edited Date: 7/17/12 03:27 pm (UTC)

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Date: 7/17/12 11:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rayvyn2k.livejournal.com
I know...I still miss Cheetarah (my first cat) so much. I'm hoping Kira and she are playing in Cat Heaven. They were friends in life, so hopefully they met up yesterday.

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