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Pippin & Merry
Jul. 16th, 2012 10:53 pmWe left the carrier out today after we came home.
( The other cats' reactions. )
It seems so odd...this morning Kira was warm and alive, now she's just gone. Hubby was not as prepared as he thought he was and I've had to hold in a lot of my own emotions today because he just completely broke down.
I removed Kira's breakfast saucer from the sink, washed and dried it, and now it's sitting behind the lovely box in which we will place her ashes when we get them. I did not want hubby, who feeds the cats their breakfast, to see that dish and break down again. I also tossed the medicine we were giving her.
He went to bed...I'm still up. My eyes are burning with unshed tears. I'm a bit afraid to go to bed as I fear I will cry then--because Kira always cuddled next to me and purred me to sleep.
Going to try work tomorrow. Hope I don't turn into a blubbering idiot.
( The other cats' reactions. )
It seems so odd...this morning Kira was warm and alive, now she's just gone. Hubby was not as prepared as he thought he was and I've had to hold in a lot of my own emotions today because he just completely broke down.
I removed Kira's breakfast saucer from the sink, washed and dried it, and now it's sitting behind the lovely box in which we will place her ashes when we get them. I did not want hubby, who feeds the cats their breakfast, to see that dish and break down again. I also tossed the medicine we were giving her.
He went to bed...I'm still up. My eyes are burning with unshed tears. I'm a bit afraid to go to bed as I fear I will cry then--because Kira always cuddled next to me and purred me to sleep.
Going to try work tomorrow. Hope I don't turn into a blubbering idiot.
