Beginning of ... what?

Today is the first day back after the devestating news. I couldn't sleep last night very well. I am going to ask the manager if the training can be postponed until we know when the new system will be installed.

I hope she goes for it. Wish me luck.

Spent the weekend watching the "LOTR-Return of the King" DVD and extras (when hubby wasn't watching college football--ugh) and it is wonderful. I love watching all of the behind the scenes material and how they did everything. They show you how they did it and then they show you part of the scene and you still sit there with your mouth hanging open in amazement. It's awesome.

I wish I had followed my dream years ago about going into show business...I had a taste of it in high school and college drama and with the band I worked for in my twenties. I should have taken the risk instead of being so afraid and playing it safe.

**news flash to my younger LJ pals---GO FOR IT! FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS, DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU IT CAN'T HAPPEN BECAUSE IT CAN--YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIVE IN YOURSELF.**

I wish I had had more faith in myself and my talent when I was younger.

Anyway, time to finish getting ready and drag myself in to work.

Shit

Well, I asked and they won't postpone the training. I guess I'll be checking the online job services in my off time.

This sucks so bad, it's not even funny.