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It's one week ago today that Kira left us. I still miss her so much--as does Hubby--and today was really hard. I wanted to stay home from work, but Hubby encouraged me to go. I broke down at my desk at 9:45, Hubby came over to my desk and I was able to lean on him while I collected myself.

Saturday, we got her ashes back...as I was moving them from the container the vet had into our container (the ashes are in a plastic bag), I just started crying all over again. I was hugging that baggy to my heart and rocking and sobbing...it didn't seem right to give our big girl and get back so little.

I have a little shrine for her next to the shrine I have for my deceased brother--her's isn't quite finished yet because I still need to print off a picture to add. I'll share once it's finished.

The hardest thing is looking at all of her favorite places to sleep, or play and not see her there.

I keep expecting to see her.

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