So Sick of being afraid all the time.

Well, the Boston Marathon Bombing triggered my social anxiety disorder big time. I made it to work yesterday and managed to stay half the day. Then made the mistake of clicking a link in an online article and seeing a horrific photo of one of the injured men which was unedited.

I cannot unsee it.

Last night, had to take a sleeping pill then this morning, I just couldn't muster the gumption to leave the house. *sigh*

I have to tomorrow.

This is getting really ridiculous, feeling afraid all the time.

In other news, I made bread today and I might find out the sex of my daughter's twins, if I'm very lucky. And Gregory promised to take me to the local pub on Friday, which is something to look forward to. (The doctor thinks they're boys, he's not certain, but we're still hopeful, for my daughter's sake there's at least one girl.)

I wish I could stay home all the time.