I finished

[rayvyn2k]

And my brain hurts. I am in a state of shock. I think I may have to abandon my fic now. I am reading everything I can find on all of the theories about the book. I don't know what to think. I wish book seven was coming out tomorrow.
There are spoiler-ish comments behind the link. Please be warned.

I am almost inconsolable. I want to believe that Dumbledore arranged everything that happened and that Snape was forced to do what he did. I have to re-read the book, but I won't be doing that right away.
I'm glad the Harry in my fic is as strong as the one in book six...not that it really matters now. I don't know if I have the heart to continue it anymore.
I really feel sorry for Guernica and KEC. I wonder what she's going to do.
This really puts a crimp in the Snupin shippers. heh.
I guess I's still stunned. I wish there was someone I knew who I could talk about it with. I checked the KA chat room, but everyone was in the main chat and I didn't want to venture in there...I was hoping to talk about HBP...which I was stunned at the identity of THAT character, as well. But, I should have guessed...
I was really hoping to be proven right about Snape being a heroic character...and now I'm just not sure.
I suppose I'm not as smart as I like to think.

Got a massive response back from someone as SH. But I don't really think it matters to me anymore. I will be giving some serious thought about continuing the story.

I feel so empty, drained and blue.