It's no use...my icon lies.

[rayvyn2k]

I've tried and tried to distract myself...but it's really no use.

I miss my husband so much right now my heart just aches. snegurochka_lee I don't know how you can stand it.

The night looms ahead, long, dark and empty. The house is too quiet. I'm a weepy mess and I know it's ridiculous because he'll be back tomorrow afternoon.

But there's still the night ahead. Long, lonely and too quiet.

I don't normally mind being by myself in the house--but usually it's only for a couple of hours while he's gone off on a geocaching run or something. At the moment I feel like half of me is missing. Time has slowed to a crawl.

I hate being alone like this when I feel so down.

I asked him to call me tonight. I hope he can/does.

I'm so pathetic.

Comments

[snegurochka_lee]

Aw. *hugs* It's okay! See, I don't mind a few days or even a few weeks apart. It's when we start getting into the months range that I get really ticked off. :) For one night, you can watch whatever you want on TV, and order yourself a pizza, and play around online, or do something you never seem to have time to do when he's around, etc. He'll be back soon, and everything will be fine. ♥

[rayvyn2k.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Lee. I just don't know how you can stand it. I think I would just crawl into my bed and not come out if I had to be seperated from him the way you are seperated from the one you love.

He called, and while he's missing me too--he's staying at the friggin' Embassy Suites hotel--in a room he says is almost as large as our apartment. Harumph. I told him that next time, he should ask if spouses can go too.